Cherry Cola

I'm fighting with the demons in my mind
My heart's been ripped out of my chest,
one too many times
Safety ain't a strength that I'd call mine
So how can I stand to truly live, 
when I'm so afraid to die
This life's been torture
Cigarette burns and cherry cola
Now that I'm older
Wish that I could say
We're stronger now today
We survived our own way.
Healing my life for the first time
Standing there with tears in my eyes
But I'm ready for the fight
Now I finally see that its my time
Now I finally know I can survive.
I'm Shining from inside.
This life's been torture
Cigarette burns and cherry cola
Trying to create my own peace
But it's so hard when you're the only one who can't see
Didn't think it be like this as I got older